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This spinning is extasy but I fucking hate it. I fucking hate this situation. It , in it’s entirety is mad pathetic. Alone.. and drunk… the perfect combination for destruction. I’d tell you, I rarely get like this, and when I say rarely, I’m talking more of a “little to none” scenerio. I’m drowzy, but I’m far from sleep. I can’t stand it. I’m absolut.

Wasssssssssz hannnin. I bet you know what’s up. This is so pathetic words cannot describe. That drink was nasty though. Never again.

I still haven’t done my homework.
My father is middle-aged.
I want Star Trek on DVD already.
I’m terribly dirty right now.
I love spanish films.

I’m going to avoid everyone and do my homework. I’m pretty sure I’ll lose some of my personality by the end of this, as it is, inevitable. Same ol’ story…

I love catching up with old friends. Not “old” in that sense of the word. It’s like re-opening the hatch, or breathing in that crisp, fresh air after you’ve just dived. I love it. I need this more often.

Did you ever notice
HOW MUCH MORE MENACING AND THREATENING WORDS SEEM IN CAPITAL LETTERS? IT JUST GIVES OFF THE IMPRESSION THAT I’M PISSED. I COULD SAY ANYTHING; EXAMPLE “YOU LOOK NICE TODAY, DID YOU LOSE WEIGHT?” THE SIMPLE CHANGE IN ALLOGRAGH CHANGES THE WHOLE EMOTION OF THE MESSAGE. JUST PUTTING IT OUT THERE.

How can it be that I can finish every book in a week at max., but the most stunning piece of literature I’ve ever read is still in the works.

As luck has it, I have been fortunate enough to be seated adjacently to the wing both time. In my opinion, it gives a better perspective of flight than say, being behind or in front of the wing. I get a certain thrill from watching the wing bob up and down, with the rudders jutting out every now and then, to steady the craft. This thrill comes from the idea that at any moment the wing could bend and snap, sending the plane spinning into certain death. I thoroughly analyzed every aspect of this odd scenerio. If a wing were to snap, I’d much rather have it snap on my side so that I would no be caught off guard by the sudden spiral. You then notice that airplanes no longer carry those gaudy seat phones, in-flight calls, for a price. It made me kind of sad, knowing that in the event of a terrorist hi-jacking, I would be left without an outlet to lament sorrowful good-byes and love yous’ to friends and family. Not that it would matter, I don’t remember most peoples telephone numbers. I of couse, would be able to use my cell-phone, but that doesn’t have the same glamour of the airplane phone. It is sick to find such things grande? No. To admit that it is? Very much so. In the end, you have no control over how glamorous your death is, so might as well submit to your sick fantasies. It’s just to bad you can’t converse about such things on an aircraft, less you be looked upon as a freak by all those around you. I say, if there is anywhere to talk about such things, it is on the plane. Conversing about it not going to make it happen any more than it would in the first place. Oh, I don’t know. Maybe, I just like morbid things. Maybe, I’d like to think I play a hand in what happens around me. I think we all’d like think that. It’s that goddamn magical thinking sneaking up on you again.

Pardons stranger, did you think I would forget about you? I’ve been quite busy lately with this whole east coasting situation. I hope you know that I miss you quite dearly and I wish you could be here. I might have gotten you a little gift, I hope you like it. It’s difficult not knowing what people like! By god, I’ve never been so indecisive. I’ve just recently realized that my little stint here has run short and I have but six days left in this humid town. I could go on, and on about my ventures but I am certain you are patient enough to wait ‘til I reach home base so I can tell face-tah-face. Alrighty, I just wanted to let you know that you are special to me and that I miss you.

No matter what anyone tells you, Time Square is overrated. Soho is where it is at.

“Old habits die hard.”… or they don’t die at all. You know you wanted to take them Clarisse, but you really shouldn’t have. Good thing you didn’t, but they were so nice, why didn’t you? No, you should stop doing that, really, it’s becoming a habit. It was criminal in the first place, why wouldn’t you do it? It was so simple, you would have never gotten caught. It is bad. Who told you that? The rules of social conduct never really applied to you anyways… no. It’s terrible, someone made them and someone has to get paid. Who? Corporate America? Capitalistic Fat-Cats living off your disposible income? They don’t need it, they have what they need. You need these. No, you don’t need anything. Selfish thoughts, honestly, it would have been really stupid if you did that. There is no need to be like this. Play by the rules. The rules are broken and corrupt. There is always a next time. That was a once in a lifetime opportunity. Shutup. Shut the hell up.

Capricorns born on January 7 have a sensitive, vulnerable quality that endears them to others. They have a strong spiritual nature as well as a social conscience. They are likely to experience a conflict between inner-life needs and external responsibilities. This has the potential to create a powerful dichotomy, requiring soul-searching and introspection.

Friends and Lovers

January 7 people need the emotional security of a large circle of friends. They inspire feelings of emotional and spiritual closeness, which bring wonderful and interesting people into their life. Love is a magical event to them. They have an almost impossibly idealistic view of romance and are often hurt by insensitive or fickle lovers.

Children and Family

These dreamy, introspective people are big on fantasy and may have dealt with difficulties in their childhood by tuning in to their imagination. They make nurturing and loving parents and can bring out the creative aspects of a child’s nature. They are quick to encourage a love of imagination and fantasy.

Health

If anything is going wrong in their lives, January 7 people are likely to have trouble getting a good night’s sleep. They have sensitive body chemistry, which reacts negatively to artificial depressants and stimulants. Since they often suffer from indigestion, they should drink fresh melon juice in season to combat nausea.

Career and Finances

January 7 natives are interested in expressing their inner thoughts and feelings, though they may not have sufficient mettle to withstand a career in the performing or creative arts where their most deeply held and sensitive emotions are open to criticism. They are not interested in making a great deal of money and are people-oriented, issue-concerned individuals.

Dreams and Goals

People born today are likely to get involved with New Age or occult studies to probe the mysteries of the world beyond their sight. They may have difficulty motivating themselves to attain a material goal, yet if they can find spiritual significance in it, they may be able to draw some relevance from the experience.